Thread title made of a quite awful, self-made piece of poetry aside, I'm here to announce my leave of forums. There's nothing tying me down to these places anymore, and I haven't got the attention to spend on keeping up with them.
I must say, my time here has been rather... oh, you all know.
I've obtained a lot from my time lurking the chatbox, in more ways than one, for a mind such as my own. Hmp, generally, what I would like to say is...
Bye bye now, Sayonara, Auf Wiedersehen, Arrivederci, friends. Some of you I know well, others not at all, and some, have merely just met, known only for a short time. I love you all, truly.
There's no particular reason why I'm leaving. I just am. As cynical, distrusting of human motives, nature, sincerity, and the validity of words, and truth, and relationships, and feelings, and so on, that I am, I still wish for everyone a fabulous life, free of worry, pain, suffering, troubles, and with the best of luck and hope for each of you and all the endeavors you shall face, may they be... well, easy ones. Our pain defines us as much as our joy, our happiness, they say.
Having a considerable amount of feelings and wishes left in my apathetic self, this, I sincerely
do wish, hope, for you all.
Some of you may know this already, but I've been cutting down my activity on messengers. You probably won't find me there very often. But, should one truly wish to get hold of me, for conversation or whatever, you should drop me a line at any number of places, with the first two being your best chance of getting hold:
My incomplete blog, where I spend much time getting things ready for the future:
http://architectofboundlessdreams.blogspot.comMy email address, feel to drop me an email, to talk of, well, whatever you want. I don't mind.
The_Abyssal_Toymaker@hotmail.comMy messengers addresses, which, as said before, aren't that efficient of means.
AIM: Devilofalacaze
MSN:
Lightinglord05@yahoo.comAs this is my perm leave, feel free to voice your true thoughts on myself and what you think of me, good or bad, insulting or otherwise. I've always been open to such things, freedom of thought, regardless of what that thought may be. At least, when directed toward myself. Truth. So, if I did you some wrong, something you dislike, or you hate me, do say so. I shall take comfort that your vehemence, anger, and frustrations have been lightened on the physicality of my being through verbal release. On the other hand... oh, you know.
I'd be lying if I said that all I have obtained is good things from my stay here. There have been disappointments, among other things, as well. I suppose such can be said for everywhere in this world. Full of nothing certain and nothing gained. Just loss. A lot like my true self.
On this parting word, I say, live strong and don't give in to the things that pester and plight you.
As for me, I sank back, into another place, to burn off the rest of my existence, in oblivion. It suits.
You should remove me from staffer position, Bobby. I won't be coming back to reclaim it, this time.
Bye, ladies and gentlemen. May the memories of certain things and evidence that they were here burn up in the atmosphere, into dust and ash, and then nothingness.